{"id":113,"date":"2014-02-01T21:16:13","date_gmt":"2014-02-02T05:16:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/?p=113"},"modified":"2014-02-01T21:16:13","modified_gmt":"2014-02-02T05:16:13","slug":"regularity-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/?p=113","title":{"rendered":"Regularity, Again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If inspiration demands reconciliation<br \/>\nI submit myself before its measured judgment.<br \/>\nWith desperation I search for a reason<br \/>\nthat it would bestow upon me the fickle<br \/>\nallowance of fated Love above all others.<br \/>\nAnd I taste the tangible jealousy of them,<br \/>\nthose whose gaze suggests abandonment,<br \/>\nwhile my tranquility spills into the world<\/p>\n<p>You are my breath, my soul, my dreams of life<br \/>\nin another place, outside the willful challenge<br \/>\nof identities and responsibilities and modernity.<br \/>\nWhere my path diverges from the straightened<br \/>\nfamiliarity of convention, I find in you the strength<br \/>\nto demand of desperation a respite from its dissuasion.<br \/>\nI move forward through the flames of distraction<br \/>\ntouched only by their wispy tails, an afterthought.<\/p>\n<p>To the end of eternal movement, my heart meanders<br \/>\nthrough a garden of forking paths, finding in each<br \/>\nturn, each choice, the beckoning of your temptation<br \/>\nand your desire, and I listen without thought<br \/>\ndrawn forward into the unknowable darkness<br \/>\nlit by the guiding triad of hope, desire and love.<br \/>\nYou are what you are to me, the pinnacle of who I am<br \/>\nand all that I want in life, love and eternal existence.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If inspiration demands reconciliation I submit myself before its measured judgment. With desperation I search for a reason that it would bestow upon me the fickle allowance of fated Love above all others. And I taste the tangible jealousy of them, those whose gaze suggests abandonment, while my tranquility spills into the world You are &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/?p=113\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Regularity, Again<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-113","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=113"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":114,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/113\/revisions\/114"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=113"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=113"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=113"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}