{"id":34,"date":"2014-01-23T14:21:20","date_gmt":"2014-01-23T22:21:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/?p=34"},"modified":"2014-01-23T14:21:20","modified_gmt":"2014-01-23T22:21:20","slug":"a-course-awry","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/?p=34","title":{"rendered":"A Course Awry"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I count the days<br \/>\nUntil the end<br \/>\nOf my fragile life<\/p>\n<p>Beholden to<br \/>\nAn unknown truth<br \/>\nFilled with unknown strife<\/p>\n<p>I choose this way<br \/>\nBecause I do not<br \/>\nKnow of any other<\/p>\n<p>Though I sense that I<br \/>\nMight one day<br \/>\nPretend to find another<\/p>\n<p>That my soul is near<br \/>\nA breaking point<br \/>\nSuggests a course awry<\/p>\n<p>Its pain so great, so heavy<br \/>\nso broken<br \/>\nNo longer can it cry<\/p>\n<p>Lost among the glints of hope<br \/>\nMy future<br \/>\nScreams in pain<\/p>\n<p>I steel it against<br \/>\nUnknown<br \/>\nAnd wipe away the stain<\/p>\n<p>Do I rise, see the joy<br \/>\nAnd see<br \/>\nThe unmarked road?<\/p>\n<p>Or do I fall, alone again<br \/>\nAnd keep<br \/>\nMy sorrow stowed?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I count the days Until the end Of my fragile life Beholden to An unknown truth Filled with unknown strife I choose this way Because I do not Know of any other Though I sense that I Might one day Pretend to find another That my soul is near A breaking point Suggests a course &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/?p=34\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">A Course Awry<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34\/revisions\/35"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mylifeforetold.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}