A Solemn Return

I’m back to where I was before
Before I changed my mind
It’s tough this is, this awful chore
To leave my needs behind
And focus on the here and now
In black and white and gray
To choose a choice and wonder how
It all played out this way
I hem and haw and twitter to
The push and pull of fate
I want to ask so much of you
I fear it is too late
We’ve traveled far to get to here
Two roads that have no end
The fear I have now that we’re near
Is can they inward bend
I want much more from what we are
But can you give so much
While choices made have brought us far
Our paths seems out of touch
My faith renewed I lose my fear
And focus on your soul
I do this with your heart, my dear
To make my own quite whole